my sadly saturday...

~SAD DAY~

felt no mood at all since yesterday night...started with headache...slightly nausea...the reason i descibe my saturday as sad is because...i miss home..slightly homesick started now...i hate those feeling..i must try to stopped this stupid thinking in my mind...the reason the homesick is getting worst on today is because my dad birthday is celebrated just now...tomorrow will be my dad 52th birthday...i miss my home,i miss my family,i miss miri...i miss everything about them..my tears comes out when my mum and dad talking with me on the phone just now..i dont know whether they can heard it or not..but i really cant control my tears and feeling...i think my cousin was right...she said homesick will happen after 1 or 2 months after im leaving home...and now...leaving home about 1 month plus...the feeling of homesick getting worst and worst now..plus all my stress..stress on exam...stress on holidays..stress of*****...everything...felt want to go back home early...so jealous my friends will be going back their home every weeks or even this sept holidays...the flight ticket is too much expensive..i rather save the money and back when my sem break on december...please GOD give me power to control my feeling...i will try to adapt the life like this...hope i will face my life successful...Dad..sorry that im wont going back to celebrated birthday with u in tis coming years...i have no dare to talk this in our phone...coz i know i would not be able to control myself to cry...dad...so sorry...hope u're happy with what had done on them to surprise u...i will protect myself well here...dont worry about me...

the fruits that i bought yesterday at night market..

our washing machine...my basket is beside there..while waiting for sumone else to finish...

i cooked mee as my dinner again...