Disappointment=(

Today I find out my management test 1 result!!It was only 76 marks I got!!!!I'm so freaking damn disappointed on myself.My expectation marks is 80 marks and above.And now after I got to know my marks and I'm extremely shocked and upset on myself!!!Why I left behind my 4 marks to get 80!!Feel wanna scream out loud while knowing marks in my room without roommate!!But I can't let myself to scream now!Calm down myself is necessary now!!God,I'm hoping my test 2 will be reach my expectation target marks.Even though it will be 5 essays but I will definitely work more harder on it.Put more effort in the next paper!Sorry dad and mum I didn't make it to reach my goal!I will make this as my beginning to face the reality.Hope mum and dad will support me all the time to continue my spirit through the tests!I love them so much.I wont let them feel disappointment on me.PROMISE!!