My fate with Chinese New year..

Yesterday was a terrible day for me.Since the time I'd heard we not going to have Chinese New Year(CNY) holidays instead of 2 days Public Holidays,I was totally shocked at the first moment.I'd booked myself a return flight ticket to go back my hometown which is Miri,Sarawak to celebrate my CNY with my families.Other than that,we got another bad news as well at the same time.We gonna have our clinical posting at this end of the month.What the Hell!Why don't our nursing department make this sucks announcement earlier!Why they have to choose this moment to ''heart attack'' us!Okay,I know we are CHINESE!So,fuck off!SO WHAT!We are normal human being which have to celebrate our festival too just like what the others races will have!For those fucking Malays,or yeah..1 whole week holidays for ''Hari Raya''?!and for us only 2 days Public Holidays??You daughters of the bitches!!Why don't you all give us at least 3 days off instead of straight away send us to Clinical Posting!!We are only STUDENT NURSES!Not a officially Staff Nurses yet!We will know how to handle out time for sure!We will definitely do much more brilliant than the others!Why don't they trust us this time!For my condition,I am very upset seems I can't meet my families from June until now!I'd skipped my December breaks for going back Sarawak just because I thought I would have the chance to go back during end of this Jan for my CNY celebration.

On my conclusion,I'd decided to skip my 3 days(31 Jan-2 Feb) clinical posting!I'll just write a simple explanation letter with my prove flight tickets to my C.Is.This is all I've to do for myself just to get back to meet my families,cousins and friends.I've miss them so much more than what I can explain.Now,just hope everyone can pray hard for me so that I can pass through this with successful.Pray hard that I'm going to post at the nearest clinical hospital in Nilai.Everything just pass to GOD for make me a good decision.

Last but not least,a sincerely BIG THANKS from me to my lovely families,cousins and friends of course to supported me while I'm depressed yesterday!Hope they will have a very happy time during Chinese New Year!Hope they will have a wonderful posting time too!Will miss them so much if we separate soon...GOOD LUCK!!